<3 *Tarah* <3

So I find myself. Once again crying. Wanting everything to stay the same, forever and for ALWAYS. Then I realize that it wouldn’t be that much fun if the world  was like that, boring really. So I dry my own tears, even though there is someone near by, yet far away that will do it for me. I realize every thing that is worth anything is challenged, to prove its worth. So it won’t be taken for granted, yeah? Its hard to realize, but once you do, its something to smile about. To be PROUD of, something you WANT to show the world, the WHOLE world. That doesn’t mean tears cant and wont come to your eyes, but these tears are different. No longer selfish tears, no longer painful. These are tears of happiness, proudness, a little sadness ( cause that wont go all the way away), tears wont help you to hold on, just make it so you wont see. Hold on, NEVER let go, cause this is a test, one you WANT to pass, i know as well as you do.  what you get when you pass, will be everything youve always wanted, and SOOOO much more.