Today was a day for fun, no working, at all, well thats what I expected. I got up at 7:45 worked out, went to Heathers’ where breakfast was waiting for we on a silver platter, ok it was chinet but, breakfast was served. Then Heather and I headed off for a day off shopping, and a break for the dentist. We went everywhere, we even went to some places twice. As the day continued, it became more and more apparent that I was being sucked into working, cleaning out her garage. It was interesting, baseball caps with the helicopter wings on them, shoes with spinners (dadas), clothing tht I had thought I had left at camp years ago, only to be found in the garage. Not only did the garage get cleaned so did the pool, the nasty one with years of slim build up, hundreds of frogs, and yes even a duck. I almost fell in. That was my day, hope tomorow is better.
Archive for May, 2008
Rape if your Willing?
So you sit around and do ,seems like, nothing for a few hours, but you still get stuff accomplished, thats what I view work like, I wonder if thats how prostitutes feel. I mean Im not a prostitute, im an insurer/ banker for State Farm Insurance, but if you think about it, prostitutes do the same thing day after day which begins to seem like nothing, I mean nothing to them, so its like they do nothing and get paid for it. The ones paying can argue that they get pleasure but should it bring you pleasure knowing you will lay with them but no matter how “good” they are you will never see them again, most likely. Should it bring you pleasure knowing that they are stuck in a position that they more than likely want out of only to be binded in the job by threats of death and beatings? You are promting something that the person you are laying with will more than likely dying from, from either disease or rape. Which brings us to the question, is it rape if your willing? Rape is defined a: Unlawful sex. Unlawful defined as: unconsented, unknown. So if you are forced to have sex but know that you are putting yourself in such a situation that causes, sex, to take place, it is not also your fault?
Naked and Clueless
This morning was peaceful, no more waking up to random construction workers in my bedroom, with me in my bra and undies having to wrap up in a blanket so I could get dressed and noone know or see that I was basically naked. I actually got to go to my closet and pick out my clothes today, instead of looking in the floor or in the backseat of my car. It was all nerve racking, not even having room at your own house to even sleep in the floor, or room to open the fridge in the kitchen. Well its all over now, ok not yet, just a few more days, HOPEFULLY. Now I can eat good food not that organic crap in the pantry, the stuff that I couldn’t reach in the fridge, but unfortunatley we don’t have hotdogs in the fridge but I want one bad , and Dr. Pepper but i guess I will have to starve until 5 before I can get one.
Hotdogs..are they safe to eat?
Franks, frankfurter, weiner, mini sausages, ball parks, and dachshund, people call hotdogs many different things but, hotdogs, what are they made of? Why do they taste good with what ever are put on them, mustard, ketchup, relish,onions, chili, cheese, and sauerkraut , and yes even MARSHMELLOWS taste good on hotdogs. There are many way to eat them,nuke-em, grill-em, sauté-em, roast-em, fry-em or boil-em, you could eat them raw but Im not totally conviced of there healthiness. Im going to find out what makes the hotdog so TaStEy TaStEy, or SiCk NasTeY.
Contrary to popular belief, hot dogs are not made from left-over meat laying around on the floors of meat packing houses. Whether it is pork or beef that is stuffed into a hot dog, the meat trimmings are carefully selected just like the meat you buy in supermarket fridges.
Most recipes for hot dogs combine together a tasty blend of favorite meats, meat fat (yum), a cereal filler which could be bread crumbs, flour, oatmeal, a little bit of egg white, and different herbs and seasonings including garlic, pepper, ground mustard, nutmeg, salt, and onion.
Once these ingredients are grinded together, the stuffing is squeezed into sausage casings. Many of the hot dogs sold in stores are enclosed in synthetic cellulose (not cellulite) casings, but most home-made hot dogs are made out of natural animal intestines.
So hotdogs are sort of safe to eat, kind of nasty ingridients, but none the less tastey!!!! So have fun eating hotdogs, o yeah july is national hotdog month!!!
Follow Your Heart <3
People always say “follow your heart.” Do they have any idea how hard that is. I try, I really do, its just that some of what my heart tells me to do is nerve racking and scary, I just can’t bring myself to do it. Well that brings us to another common phrase, “can’t never could.” I want to be able to do anything I so choose, and saying “I can’t” to my needs, my hearts’ needs are only doing one thing, holding me back. So I tried to look at it this way, my dad has told me this my WHOLE life. If you follow your heart and your heart is pure and of good intention the worst that could happen is you get asked to stop doing something, or get told ,no, you can’t do something, but there are so many good things that can come from a good heart! If your heart is filled with wrong intensions, evil, lies, then of course something can go wrong, but if you are filled with misconsptions then why would you want to follow your heart, any heart for that matter, because most evil, no gooders, don’t have hearts anyway, in a sense. So following your heart shouldn’t be scary, your heart knows whats best for you, more so than you do, or you think you do! So take this as a pledge, a pledge that I will follow my heart, and go where ever it might take me. So now I will spread my arms and trust that my heart won’t let me fall. <3
lolli lolli Lollipop!
So lollipops are definetly my favorite candy. Ive had 4 today. But why do people call them suckers? ..the sick perverted people of this world. O WELL, if you can’t fight them, be them. lol
lollipops were originally made to be a cheap treat for the low class families of the world, but now everyone eats them ( and sucks on them) gah.
In 1908, George Smith claimed to be the first to invent the modern lollipop.
Samuel Born was the first to automate the lollipop-making process
Dum Dums come in 10 different flavors
Over time, lollipops have had different looks. They have been traditional hard candy on a stick and hard candy on a ring, some include bubble gum or chocolate as a surprise center and some even spin or glow. Whether traditional or novel, the lollipop is still enjoyed by many people.
I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile
All I know is that your so nice,
your the nicest thing Ive seen.
I wish I was your favorite girl,
I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile.
I wish the way I dress was your favorite kind of style.
I wish you couldn’t figure me out.
I wish youd hold my hand when I was upset,
I wish you couldn’t forget, the look on my face,
that no one else could see,
basically I wish you’d like me.
I wish I was always on your mind .
I wish you dream about me,
all the time.
Im so comfortable with you,
basically, you make me happy.
:)
al-ve-da-say ad-uah
Lying in your arms
watching the stars
or the moon
covered in clouds
don’t leave so soon
its hard to watch you go
even though i know
ill see you again
my favorite, my friend
staying tight in your arms
dont let me down
i know you wont
you kiss me without a sound
yet you smile
that look in your eye
it makes me think
the way you hold me makes me cry
happy tears
that shows im glad your here
sweet dreams
of me
o gee
alvedasay aduah (good night in austrian)
Muah!
